#screamin atm

[smoshroomss]

THE WAY I FUCKING GASPED AND SCREAMED?! LIKE HOLY SHIT DAMIEN??????

| Via Damien's Instagram

[scrappydoothescrub]

I know nobody can know the meaning of life and we all have to find that for ourselves, i am currently trying to find one to fill up my days and hours bc they just keep passing and i find myself in a place of dissatisfaction in myself and my world. I wish it would present itself in an obvious manner, but i also know this is never how it works and i will keep fighting to find its meaning even if there ends up being nothing at the end of it all.

[americanegg]

Watching these level 2 peeps fight a fiend when a good chunk of the party is either unconscious or about to be and the only cleric they have getting super low had me fucking s t r e s s e d

[suffering-and-happy-about-it]

That One Moment When He Almost Died (Love Lies, Part 4.)

“Six summers down, another dreamless night... You're not by my side.” - Orville Peck, Dead of Night

Description: Carcrash, coma, drug usage, partying, heartbreak… You’ve been there. After 18 months of “corrective” stay at your grandmother’s in Minnesota, it’s time for you to move back to East Highlands. Yet, it was to be expected that while some things change, some stayed the same.

A/N: Honestly, I live for Lexi and Fezco getting together, but I really don’t think that it will be a safe relationship for her. Not that Fezco isn’t an amazing guy, holy fuck, he is, but he’s tangled in all the bullshit atm. Also, I fully believe that Lexi is someone who’d understand that Fez and Y/N don’t have everything sorted out as they should have and I think she’d trust them both enough that she wouldn't interfere as long as the reader respects the new relationship. Also, I wanted to really go ham in-depth with the relationship Ashtray and the reader had back in the day, since I didn’t talk about it all in the OG series and just assumed that the audience imagines something, which was such a fucking missed opportunity. I will be going back a lot, setting up the emotional backgrounds for each character’s relationship to the reader and really... Dissecting it basically, as I should've been before. 

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Tagging: @comedinewithmeyeh​ @jeyramarie​ (tagging for the series is opened, just reply to the part or smth)

Masterlist: H E R E

Life is fucking bullshit. Don't take it all for face value, but don't think it's a lie either. Life isn’t fair. It fucking isn't and it will never be - and the sooner you realize, the sooner you learn how to survive. Anytime you think you have chess pieces set in the right exact order to succeed, life just rips the board out of your reach and throws it on the ground, letting everything crumble to small pieces as you sit there and watch everything in shock. It’s not too hard to understand that life is more or less a collection of conundrums, paradoxes, and a shit ton of drama to top it all off.

There are pieces and periods of happiness, but it all crumbles like a gingerbread house eventually. One thing has to be noted - they aren't easily dismissable either; you don't even realize that you're feeling happy and calm when the feeling's present, brightening your entire life for a limited time. It feels as if nothing can hurt you inside that bubble - yet when the happiness and the small, safe spot are gone, you feel this enormous abyss inside your life, taking over you.

Just like for you at the moment when you were running off the hill for your dear life, hearing Fezco sprinting just a few feet away from you. The hill was long and very steep; once, you almost stumbled over your shoelaces, having Fezco catching by the elbow to keep you on your knees. You stopped only for a second, taking in a deep breath as you grabbed his hand and dragged him down. Without hesitation (there wasn’t a single thought flashing through your head about how you should not do it), as soon as you got close to Ash laying on the asphalt full of gravel, you slid on your knees, putting your palm onto the same spot Ashtray held himself. Immediately, you knew that this move wasn't too smart of you; small pieces of gravel and asphalt itself scraped the skin on your knees; not too long after, you felt how it's getting weirdly warm and sticky under them. Even through all the pain in your knees, you kept your eyes on Ash's closed eyes, holding the spot. As soon as your brain connected the two dots, feeling a lot of warm, sticky liquid on your palms, you pressed your palm above his, making sure you're putting enough pressure on the wound. Your breath got shallow for a moment. Holding up your thumb, you could name the liquid reflecting in the street lights quite confidently. The muscles on your shoulder spasmed as you struggled to inhale and soon, your palm started to tremble. Trying not to cry or puke, you turned your head over your shoulder, screaming at all four of them, or someone, anyone, to help.

Jumping a few seconds back, you and Rue walked to the precipice, looking down at Ash standing there with two random dudes; presumably doing business as usual. But as soon as she started paying more attention to what was happening down there, her eyes widened and the blood stopped inside her veins. In the same moment, you realize as well; your reaction being way more extroverted than Rue's. You dropped to the ground, screaming, still holding her hand - before you rushed forward to run to the boy. Somebody just fucking stabbed him two times. And you both watch it live - watching as a boy gripped his body while mumbling something, doing the deed. As the other teenagers saw you, they both ran for their lives, presumably with everything that Ash had on himself. He was left with nothing - they took all his money, all his drugs, and his gun. While you got on your knees, pressuring the wound along with Fezco's assistance, Rue was still standing there in shock, watching the scenery happening. Once more, the whole world was turning so, so fast while Rue stood there, being unable to move, feeling as if she's too slow for everything that was going on. Lexi, Jules, and Archie were standing next to her while you nursed Ash, mumbling some nonsense; until you turned your head to them. Immediately after that, Archibald pressed the keys into Lexi's palm, asking her to get the car with Jules's help while he himself ran down to help with picking Ash up from the ground. - "Can someone get the fucking car already?!"

"Listen up, bucko, you're not bleeding out on me tonight, alright?" - You mumbled, smoothing Ashtray's shaven cut. That palm was shaky and covered in small droplets of blood too, even though you didn't recall how exactly did the blood get there. The boy's belly tensed up as he chuckled, but the pain was so big that he immediately regretted it, closing his eyes tighter than before. This also prompted Fezco to put his palm on top of yours, also feeling the blood pouring out. It wasn't really the blood that was the problem; it was the amount that made you worried. - "Right now, we will rush you to the hospital and a week or two from now on, I will walk into the gas station, finding your annoying fucking ass sitting on the counter, you hear me?" "Worse things had happened to me already, I think you're just freaking out a bit." - The boy said under his breath, but you just dragged your thumb on the boy's cheek, smiling a bit. Quickly, you looked at Fezco on the other side and nodded when you saw his blue eyes gazing back at you with all the thanks he could think of. If he thought that didn't get the message across, his fingers subconsciously caressed the top of your sticky, wet hand.

"This shit ain't good." - Fez said, seconding what you said. - "You will need weeks to get back together, bro. These motherfuckers ain't good people and I told you so." "I let my guard down, aight? It won't happen again Fez." - Ashtray mumbled, letting out a shallow breath. With loud thuds and various curses, Archibald finally made his way down as well, kneeling right next to you. The horror on his face as he realized who the boy was made you worried, but immediately, he went to look at where Ash got stabbed. Thank fucking God he spent more than enough time as a part of voluntary paramedic with all the courses and knowledge he could get. At first, Fezco gave Archie a distrustful look, but there was something in your eyes telling Fez that this might not be just some random chap that was willing to help.

"Will he make it?" - You wondered, watching as Archibald tried to deduce in which part the wounds precisely were. Honestly, it was hard as fuck to tell and he only hoped he's right since he wasn't an experienced hospital worker who had seen thousands upon thousands of things like that. But the relief could be heard coming out of you when Archibald nodded. - "He should if we make it to the hospital fast enough. It doesn't look that they stabbed through the most important organs, but there's a lot of blood he's going to lose. That could be a problem. Just fucking... Keep your hands there as if they're fucking glued there. Sir, I'll need you to help me with getting Ash into our car while Y/N keeps her hand on the wound, alright?" As soon as Lexi parked the car just a bit away from you, the man started acting quickly - one of them took Ash's shoulders, the other one took his feet and with you keeping pressure on the wound, they somehow managed to puzzle Ashtray on the backseat with his head resting in your lap and feet on Fezco's. Even for Lexi, who was sitting on the passenger's seat, if all fell right that way.

Not that they wouldn't know each other, but still; the relationship between you and Ash was much different than hers and Ashtray's. In the end, no matter what, you were the first woman Fezco voluntarily brought home and let her stay overnight. You knew Ash back when he was much younger and when Lexi had never even looked Fezco's way. Over your time in East Highland, you spent a lot of evenings by that kid's side, learning to know him, which wasn't exactly a thing Lexi would do; she didn't have the balls of steel to stay all day at the most frequent drug trafficking spot of the town. You watched movies together, ate meals, shopped, cooked, and laughed at jokes. For Ash, you also might've been the last of Fezco’s girls he'd open up to that degree. Cause it hurt. It hurt to see you come and go, almost dying.

Lexi’s relationship with him wasn't by any means bad, right the opposite, it was cool; but it felt right that you sat at the backseat with your palm on the wound, slowly smoothing Ashtray's head as your tears poured on his face. He didn't mind exactly since he managed to pass out.

Inside your head, you were stuck on that one morning when you officially met this kid. Thinking about it now, he obviously was somewhere between all the people at the party you kissed Fezco for the first time; but you really talked to Ash the following morning. The boy watched over you, in his own way, waking up from a hangover so bad that you blacked out. The first thing, funnily enough, was him asking about a stomach ache - which kind of freaked you out.

Finding a way to make that kid trust you was a pain in the as itself; it took you a good portion of your relationship to even have him take a piece of cake your ma baked. It took another month before he joined a movie night of yours and Fezco’s; at first, he was almost invisible, until he sat on the sofa opposite of you, giving you a shy smile as you cuddled to your ex. And you returned the smile. That was that small moment that seemed to finally break the ice; the next morning, Ash finally accepted your offer to make him something to eat - it was only an omelet and bacon, but it was the foundation of everything. Ever since that morning, you became friends; when Kat couldn’t come to the gas station, Ashtray annoyed Fezco until the point when Fez simply picked up his phone and called you to come instead. The boy always talked you down to watching his favorite movies and to cook with you… Truth was that back in the day, he really, genuinely loved you as much as a kid can. After Maria, who was now bound to her bed with no-one inside that head of hers, you were the only thing to a motherly-like figure Ash ever accepted; and the day you left him to rot in there, the day he got to know that you’re not coming back, he gave up on that sentimental emotional bullishit.

When Fezco told him that you're not coming back, basically straight up screaming it into Ash's face when the kid got annoying about you, Ashtray felt his heart genuinely breaking apart. He didn't say a word as he watched Fezco leaving the apartment, his face didn't change except that one small spark inside his eyes that just... Burnt out. There was a small part inside of him believing that when the doorbell rings and the door open, it will be you. It took him two months to truly understand how serious the situation was. After that point, when Fez started talking to a girl, she was nothing more than that. Just a girl making his bro happy and at most, Ashtray’s friend if they really got along. He never hugged any of them, he never cared about their traumas and feelings, not in-depth. Sure, they were homies, they talked and shared stories, but it never hit the same again.

Although he gave up on all of that bullshit and never wanted to go through anything similar again, it was when you walked in through the door, when he felt something moving inside of his chest. It was warm, comforting, and happy... Which was something he hadn't felt in years. Ash’s heart was beating heavily for a few seconds, reminding him of one of his most favorite evenings ever. You were dancing in front of the stove, making pancakes, as you sang that cheesy awful 3 Nights pop song you loved while dressed only in Fezco’s T-shirt and a pair of his briefs. It was at that moment when Ash had fully seen what being in love means. Fezco wasn't the one to talk much at that time, but he said one thing that stuck with Ashtray. - "I'm a fucking fool for that girl, I think I'm in love with her." - It was more of a mumble under his breath rather than a full-on talking, but seeing you again reminded Ash of this one hasty, blurry memory he had from years ago.

Knowing you were the one next to him when he got stabbed was something that made him pass out (due to a sudden blood loss) with a small smile on his lips. It was like learning how to ride a bike while his mom looked out for him. Ashtray was scared. Holy fucking shit was he scared when he felt the pain in his abdomen; yet having the people he loved the most around was something so powerful that for a moment, the fear disappeared. Until he felt only love inside of his chest; which was also mostly because his brain didn't have enough oxygen inside of it.

As anyone in their right mind would, the nurses called the cops after seeing two barely grown-up men rushing in a kid with two stab wounds while a girl pressured the wounds while panicking - it might've been a really serious situation you've been it, but in a sick way, it was funny watching all three of you running in with you hysterically calling out for any help while tears ran down your cheeks. This time, you weren't scared of answering all the questions cops had - you hadn't to pretend to be sober either since this whole thing made you sober up rather quickly. After cops were done with you, you noticed that your entire outfit is drenched in Ash's blood as well as your knees being fucked up to the point where you could see the small pieces of gravel stuck in what seemed to be the muscles. As the time passed by, you also started feeling that it hurt like a motherfucker.

"Well, what should we do now?" - Archibald asked while Fezco smoked outside of the hospital, trying to keep his shit together. From the tone of Archie's voice, you knew that there wasn't a single way in hell in which he would leave the kid behind before hearing the diagnosis and prognosis; that was more of his volunteer thingy. By the looks of it, Fezco wasn't about to leave either - in the end, it was Ash, for fuck's sake. "We can drive the girls to mine." - Fez said while exhaling the smoke. - "Yannow, let them sleep, shower and shit. I can grab some clothes for Ash." - Saying that he looked at Lexi with a serious expression. Oh, you realized, oh holy motherfucking shit. All it took was a single non-verbal exchange to perfectly understand what was going on. Fuck, you needed a shot of something very strong, a cigarette and paracetamol to help you sleep that night. - "Sure, I'll take care of Y/N and help her with her knees. Haven't talked with her in ages, I'd love to. Only if... If you don't mind of course."

"I'd honestly love to." - You exclaimed way faster than anyone expected; especially Fezco. - "It will be fun. A bit of a girl's night, if you catch my drift. Yea." - If they didn't know, now they all knew you were nervous and confused as all shit. Not that it was your business, of course, but Fez and Lexi? That sweet, sweet Lexi Howard? Shit. As you nodded to reassure everyone, mainly yourself, that it is a good idea, you also gulped. It was to be expected that just like you found someone else to date, Fezco will find someone himself too. That didn't change a single thing about the revelation hitting you like a truck, while you tried to proceed it all. Mainly the person he was interested in which caught you off guard. Especially after your history... Especially after how it all ended up in fucking crumbles. Fuck, he was your ex, you had no right to judge or say anything, but... Holy motherfucking shit on a fan.

As you agreed, so you did; not even half an hour later, you were walking into the apartment you knew so well. It didn't change a single bit. The couches were in the same place, the kitchen was small and untidy, there was uneaten food on the dinner table... This was the precise copy of everything you left behind. Honestly, trying to keep your face cool, you didn't say anything; but it was triggering and scary as all fuck. "Have a shower, take some clothes, food, painkillers, ya remember where the cigs at, whateva man, you know the place like your own home." - Fezco mumbled to you in the doorframe without Lexi or Archie around, informing you that this piece of information was for your ears only and neither of them had to know what had been said. This was why Fezco was probably one of the best people you've met in your lifetime; he kept private business really private, there was this raw kindness coming from the bottom of his motherfucking heart, he never said much but got everything across clear as day and first and foremost, he'd die for his fucking family... And he would definitely kill for it. - "Thank you. I appreciate it, after..." "Yea, don't give me that bullshit. You're Rue's sis and Imma treat you as such, ya get me?" - And with that, he left you standing in the doorframe. Fuck, you remembered when Fezco told you exactly that for the last time. And it was way before any relationship of yours had started... Could that mean he just decided to erase that whole chapter? And was that good or bad?  

As Fezco sped through the apartment, you tiptoed to hug and kiss Archie, thanking him for all the shit he has done for your friends that night. As your boyfriend mumbled - "Anything, anytime, baby girl." - and kissed your cheek, that was when it hit Fezco. For a moment, he stood in the doorframe of his bedroom and watched you embracing the boy as you embraced him two years ago. For a second, his brain started to spiral before he shook his head, finishing packing Ash's things and kissing Lexi on her temple, promising her to see her tomorrow. Only when both the men left were you able to sit on the sofa, now showered, and almost clean in a t-shirt you borrowed out of Fez's closet as he instructed you to do, you let your head fall on the armrest as you closed your eyes, letting the outer world fade away for a moment. This was certainly a night to fucking remember. - "Hey, need some help with the knees?" - Lexi woke you up from a light slumber, making you open your eyes again as you nodded; she had also showered with her hair up under a towel. The girl had prepared everything she possibly could; she had a bottle of disinfection, bandages, and tweezers - she even grabbed you a cigarette to concentrate on while pulling out all of the small pieces of gravel.

Lighting it up for you, she let your knees rest upon her thighs as she concentrated. "I'm sorry if I acted up before." - You started after a moment of silence with one of Lexi's playlists playing quietly in the background. The girl smiled at you, shaking her head. - "It was just really fucking stressful... Seeing someone I care about... Fuck." "It's fine. You were never mean to me before and you weren't mean tonight. It's actually pretty nice to talk to the only other reasonable person who knows what literature is... In this entire damn town." - Lexi giggled while concentrating on pulling out everything, making you giggle as well. It was now time to jump to the biggest elephant in the room to get it out before you talk about anything else.

"This whole deal with you and Fez... It surprised me. Not in a bad way, of course, and God forbid me inserting myself into your or his shit it's just... How comes an idiot like him got to date such a beautiful, smart girl like yourself?" - With that, you sat up and licked your lips, still leaving your knees on Lexi's upper thighs. You yourself knew the best that Fezco is a dreamy fucking guy... Yet that wasn't the only thing he was. The other people he was were much worse. Lexi stopped at that and looked you in the face with a small smile, putting her arm on your lower shin. She, in fact, looked comfortable with the question - she knew it was coming ever since the moment she met Jules and Archie at the party, learning he's your boyfriend. It was a reasonable question in her opinion; especially if everyone in the radius of 10 fucking miles knew that some of the personal business you and Fez had still wasn't ended properly. Honestly, he never talked about it with Lexi since he didn't have the reason to do so; who, in their right mind, would take about the night shit went down, the break-up, the follow-up, and the end itself connected to their ex with a girl they were interested in dating? The answer was no one. No one would share that piece of cake, not even Fez was that batshit crazy.

"I don't even know, Y/N. It just... Happened one day. Nobody saw me, but suddenly, Fezco did. And then we talked, we texted, called, and suddenly we went out on a date. And it's been like that since." "I'm happy that you two found happiness in one another. You two might be the best people I got to know all my life." "But that's not all, is it?" - Lexi asked calmly, shifting her attention back to your knees. - "There's something you want to tell me, I can hear it in the context." "Fuck... I... God fucking damn it... I don't want you to end up the way I did." - This made Lexi's heart stop. The girl looked at you once more, hanging her gaze on your lips. She suddenly didn't see this one coming. - "This would be something to swallow anyway from the essence of the matter, but knowing you're like me... At least, you being similar to the person I was before it all went down... That makes me scared. This shit is tricky, sticky, tough and something you need to be careful with." "If you mean his businesses, I don't stick around when he does that. You don't have to worry about it." - And coming from Lexi, you could see the honesty and warm heart under these words. Not only did Lexi mean it seriously, but she appreciated the fact someone was worried for her. - "Thank you. I mean it. Will you tell me how were you doing the past few years?"

And just as Lexi asked for, so you delivered. You gave her the best description of your Minnesota experience along with how you and Archie got to meet each other, letting her take care of the knees. Since it hurt a bit to walk, the girl make sure you gulped a pill of paracetamol before you went to lay in the bed. At first, she wanted to go to wait for them in the living room, but you talked her down to stay with you in the bed for the sole purpose of not being alone. As your eyes got heavy, you looked at her for the last time. - "Yannow, Lexi, I feel like I arrived in this town at the begging of the great depression... I lived through each second of it and when I left, the depression left with me. But now that I'm back, I feel like it won't take too long until everything spirals out of control really quickly and that this time, it will fuck my life up even more."

[twos-cruel-hands]

ONE Hfj warriors au refs!!! And i wanted to practice mouth anatomy thats why Amelias screamin

Brown cat: Liam/[tbd warrior name]

Dark gray splotched cat: Bryce/[tbd warrior name]

Light gray cat: Amelia/[tbd warrior name]

This isnt all of them obviously but atm it is 3am so

More info ⬇️

In this au, the objects who live like humans are now kittypets, and the objects who live with humans are now rogues/loners. Airy is a dark forest cat whos always wanted to start his own clan. So with some dark forest magic he teleported these random cats to the dark forest so he could fulfill his dream.

But once they got there, he didn't get the reaction he wanted. All the cats wanted to leave. So he decided to let them leave one by one, pretending that he was choosing at random.......... he's not👃

Their new object names are the warrior names that Airy assigned them once the cats got there. And the challenges are "clan bonding exercises" or just simple patrols.

Also bonus bryce doodle!!!!

[rurifangirl]

for this ask thing, im using moots :D because im dumb atm

chaotic, eden and me. (choose) 2 or 3

Ight imma do both 2 n 3 then😼 cus im a masochist/j

Fist fight / get drunk with/ share a flat with

Mhmmmm ight, the first ones hard cus i wanna put chaotic but 'the get drunk w' ones vry tempting too😔 After thinkin bout It I'm sorry Eden if u see this but ur the fist fight💔💔We prolly got to argue bout sum whorey long haired dudes idk ily but I'm so sorry

We already get drunk on a daily basis so that's only gonna worsen things so c'mere u fucker <3

N finnaly sharin a flat w ya !! You seem vry chill and that's what id like in a flatmate so😼

Fight aliens w/ Fight zombies w/ Fight capitalism w

U rly went,,, to a monsterfucker,,, n asked for the first two ones huh😾/j Anyways Id need someone w brain so;Eden It Is

Lawdd, okay fuck It both u n chaotic, because imagine that shit . Three dumb of asses in an apocalypse screamin round

N lastly chaotics the most suitable for capitalism 😌

[mooksmookin]

GOD i love oixhina i cant say it enOUGH

[kristalpepsi]

Is it just me, or is ENA like low-key a system mood

ENA IS HIGHKY sys mood!!!! Dnt even gt me STRTD!!!!!!!!!!! I infodumpd a frnd abt it days ago n lke i wldnt sht up abt it the othr dy LDJDKHS im p sure in like,,,, mayb extinction part or auction dy u mite c our acct (EbonyTails) replyn 2 commnts abt it KNDKDNDK THT WS ME

LIKE??? I jst?????????? I kno ENA isnt lke dirct rep 4 systems n stff n highky probs tht she ISNT like, a sys n it wll b explaind in univers by smth els b as ACCDNTL rep??? Bro i jst, my mind

N THINK ABT IT, hav u notcd her mth swtchs between blue n yello side + w the diffrnt VA’s??? W/o gettin in2 it, thts kinda Cofrontin babey!!! I rlly rlly like ENA bc whle its not on purps @ ALL shes 1 of the ONLY rep (accdntl or not) tht dnt involv “only 1 person is @ front EVER” ??? Idk its SUPR small b thts so cool 2 me?? Like bc- ok so i call Happy (4 the ske of shortnng wrds im gnna call ENA (happy), (sad) as jst the 1 wrd) ok so i cll Happy as “Default” also bc i notic Happy’s VA is creditd as ENA (happy) BUT also he’s the deflt VA, hes NOT purely yellow side bc purely yellow side has a diffrnt VA also (drunk). N PURELY blue side + mildly blue side (pure = white ‘skin’ blue eyes, mildly = blue skin black eyes) is ALL (Sad)!! i hav no idea wht (happy)’s frm is sppsd 2 b bc im jst??? Srry if im nt makin sens all of a sddn b like

Cofrontin = all colors r present (default colors/form ENA has), n then The pure sdes is like, ENA doin a fll switch

Also srry my brain cnt connct the dots b i keep jumpin b like wht i fnd rlly intrstng is tht- 2 me @ least, if ENA WAS a sys i thnk she coms off as a mstly undrstndng sys, like their rel8ionshos w each othr is like- she has been thise wy 4 a lng time. Like whn (Happy) swtchc back in he’s not AAA screamin or panickng i thnk thts RLLY cool. We deserv mor rep wher a systm isnt mega freakin out aftr a swtch (+ rnt the antagonist cough cough). This is nrml 2 thm n the fct tht Happy apolgs aftr Sad means he (srry im Gendering Them, collctvly Ena is She/Her b indvlly i gav them gndrs oop) is awre thy exst b is cool w it??

Also ppl hav been cllng (drunk) a persctr b i thnk thts not rlly fair 2 sy, bc mayb he is b its nt fair 2 jst Say Tht esp w/o knwng mor abt him :,,,^/

Atm the mst BOGGERS info i realsd is tht they swtch wht side the mth is on depndng on whos most in control (also listen 2 the VA speakin!!!!!) so im jst!! They do tht w/o swtchng i thnk thts cool!! Thts a good explntion of conrontin if i had 2 show ppl!! Like the, srry brain POG i jst , bro i cn rwtch thise series as mny times n i wld still go zoomies

[blurglesmurfklaine]

Top 5 episodes from your least favorite season? 😋 also top 5 Taylor Swift songs 😗 (even tho that’s something I probably couldn’t answer myself lol 🤪)

So we all know how the FUCK I feel about season four so let’s fucking go

5) Wonder-ful

A Kurt solo, Burt/Blaine scene, and Stevie wonder? Hell yeah

4) The Break-Up

SAY WHAT YOU WANT BUT I THINK THE BREAK UP WAS IN CHARACTER AND THE DIALOGUE AND MUSIC FOR THIS EPISODE HURT LIKE A BITCH!! Again, I don’t MIND the break up, I just. Hate what we got after it came (nothing). Also a Finn/Blaine duet??? Amazing.

3) Glease

I just really love Grease tbh and I was living for the angst

2) I Do

The way I listened to Anything Could Happen on repeat for WEEKS?? Klaine make out scene? We’ve got tonight? Gay Quinn? OOH BABY CUPCAKES??

1) The New Rachel

Ah yes. This episode is the reason season four is so disappointing to me. So. Much. Potential. And for fucking what. For FUCKING WHAT. But god a billy Joel cover AND a the Fray song?? My 14 yo ass was LIVING

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AS FOR THE T SWIZZLE

I’m gonna list the five I cannot stop listening to atm bc asking me is just. I cannot???

Seven - idk why I was meh abt this one at first and now I’m obsessed. I legit wake up with it playing in my head

All Too Well - this is all Adri’s fault and she regrets nothing I know it

Cornelia Street - this song just. I cannot explain the emotions it makes me feel

The Way I Loved You - BUT I MISS SCREAMIN AND FIGHTIN AND KISSIN IN THE RAIN AND ITS TWO AM AND I’M CURSIN YOUR NAME

Long Live - ngl I’ve been thinking of making a glee fan vid for this for a while now it’s just such a feelsy bitch

Thanks for the ask :)))

[smoshroomss]

HOLY SHIT Y'ALL

[boowomp]

Goin' back to Tangier With some Jordans and a spear Post-Christian shit Post chicken or the egg addiction shit Pass the sherm stick Neo-reality Be the freak you wanna see Just don't follow me I'm on a journey to The center of three Grab your fucking chain and drag you through the bike lane While everybody's like noI got this pregnant snake Stay surrounded by long hairs A plethora of maniacs And spiral stairs Make your water break In the apple store Sink or swim, who fucking cares Cut the birth cords Press send Yeah thick Gaga can't handle this shitHeaded for the Sammy Davis wing Throw up a black hole at the entrance of linens n things On the way Never call it a day Visit Tesla's grave for the ninth time today Still on the way Bigger wigsI'm in your area I know the first three numbers I'm in When you come out Your shit is goneYou'll catch a jpeg to the head Über reach You're an intern On Wikileaks Most loved therefore most hated Come and knock on the door we've been waiting for you Game changer Reclusive aggressive Yingin and yanging noided Info warrior jack the hacker The rolling stoner Profit on disasterMy existence is a Momentary lapse of reason Got the DNA of gothic lemons Shred it thirteen times Out of eleven Your bad ideas are the ATM Shed my skin Leave it for the homeless To sleep it Prodigal, fuck that nautical Teachin' bitches how to swimI'm in your area I know the first three numbers I'm in (Teachin' bitches how to swim)Now backstroke Through your k-hole Don't run Ya might slip The table's flipped now we got all the coconuts bitchBurmese babies under each arm Screamin' beautiful songs The cray cray ultra contrarion Havin' conversations With your car alarm When you come out Your shit is gone Soon your crew will be servin' sandwiches named after me Vietnamese style fool, please Front row at the mass gamesUntraceable by name You speak of us in certain circles you will be dethroned or detained GoneI'm in your area I know the first three numbers I'm in

[dijayeah]

Quick doodle cause I wanted an excuse to draw Shisui. Got inspired by Ava’s Max sweet but psycho song.

Oh, he's sweet but a psycho A little bit psycho At night he's screamin' "I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind" Oh, he's hot but a psycho

p.s I’m working a lot atm and have uni, but over christmas break I’ll get back to my fanfictions and writing because I haven’t done anything in a while..

[sparklecryptid]

there’s a book signing for advanced copies of the anthology im published in and im SCREAMIN BECAUSE IM NOT IN PORTLAND ATM SO I CAN’T GOOOOOOOOO

I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE BOUGHT THAT PLANE TICKET

I KNEW IT

[cardshcrp]

im screamin...staying at my parents atm to pretend we all tolerate each other bc extended family is visiting...my grandmother is the next room over and she just emitting the most ground-shaking snore like SNUUUUUUUUUURFFFF im sobbing im just gon go to bed hhh

[karla-the-elemental-dreamer]

Some Honest Thoughts - KH 20th

I keep saying to myself, "I'm going to do a spectacular drawing to celebrate KH's 20th", but whenever I tried to start one, my mind and body would actually stop me from doing it. And even with Riku and Terra in the position of dream guide, my subconscious has been tampering with them these days and making me have to 'fight' to be able to get them in a dream. I have three active dream guides at the moment. Being Riku, Terra and Jak. I am always naturally pulled to Jak atm (and he's taking great care of me), but once again, have to 'fight' for Riku and Terra. Why is my body rejecting them so badly? This is torture. As 3-15-22-9-4 has continued, I have naturally taken a step back; day by day, month by month; and learned the truth of the world (and all its divisions in the disguise of 'unity'). And with me exercising nothing but the truth (directed by my own mind, body and soul), this has obviously cost me in a public sense. Every time I even try to share something, or even just my thoughts on Kingdom Hearts notions, I feel pathetic and inadequate about my content compared to other peoples'. And in a sense, feel broken hearted. Not just because of a disagreement with 1 person (that was ages ago), but more by seeing cracks in general culture (seeing the world with different eyes), and that only specific people get recognised, but others are left in the dust no matter how much genuine work they put in. To put it in one sentence: "The woke and/or 'popular' have ruined Kingdom Hearts for me". This is not an attack on anyone. You as an individual are allowed to think how you want to think. This is just what I think, and how it affects me. This is more of a piece so that I am held to account, and that I am holding my emotions to account. This is me acknowledging how I feel and putting these feelings on ice. It might be too late to do a drawing, and my body likely won't let me deliver the best quality/content. But I am not going to let my subconscious stop me from celebrating KH20th; even if I have to drag my soul kicking, screaming and crying. Because I will not reject the notion that Riku got me through the majority of 3-15-22-9-4 and I believe he is a huge part of my spiritual escalation. So my 'brain' can suck it up. I can't deliver drawings in a short time, but I can deliver written pieces under pressure. So I am going to do a fun (non-phobe; don't worry lol) written piece for the Monday, and perhaps only keep it to Tumblr (maybe +Twitter). I need to not care about anyone's opinions, and have it more so that I have put my stamp on the KH20th celebration. This occasion is about me and my bond with the guardians, I am not going to let a sulky subconscious ruin Sora's special day. I will attempt to include hints of 'Soriku' for those who 'love it'; but I obviously won't be putting out if and where I place it within the written piece. Summary of this post:

Me to SubC: "You are gonna sit there and do it whether you like it or not! Ya screamin, whiny little brat!" lol.

[narwhix]

Is rekka007 being smeared?

Goin' back to Tangier

With some Jordans and a spear

Post-Christian shit

Post chicken or the egg addiction shit

Pass the sherm stick

Neo-reality

Be the freak you wanna see

Just don't follow me

I'm on a journey to

The center of three

Grab your fucking chain and drag you through the bike lane

While everybody's like no

I got this pregnant snake

Stay surrounded by long hairs

A plethora of maniacs

And spiral stairs

Make your water break

In the apple store

Sink or swim, who fucking cares

Cut the birth cords

Press send

Yeah thick

Gaga can't handle this shit

Headed for the Sammy Davis wing

Throw up a black hole at the entrance of linens n things

On the way

Never call it a day

Visit Tesla's grave for the ninth time today

Still on the way

Bigger wigs

(When you come out your shit is gone)

I'm in your area

I know the first three numbers

I'm in

When you come out

Your shit is gone

You'll catch a jpeg to the head

Über reach

You're an intern

On Wikileaks

Most loved therefore most hated

Come and knock on the door we've been waiting for you

Game changer

Reclusive aggressive

Yingin and yanging noided

Info warrior jack the hacker

The rolling stoner

Profit on disaster

My existence is a

Momentary lapse of reason

Got the DNA of gothic lemons

Shred it thirteen times

Out of eleven

Your bad ideas are the ATM

Shed my skin

Leave it for the homeless

To sleep it

Prodigal, fuck that nautical

Teachin' bitches how to swim

I'm in your area

I know the first three numbers

I'm in

(Teachin' bitches how to swim)

Now backstroke

Through your k-hole

Don't run

Ya might slip

The table's flipped now we got all the coconuts bitch

Burmese babies under each arm

Screamin' beautiful songs

The cray cray ultra contrarion

Havin' conversations

With your car alarm

When you come out

Your shit is gone

Soon your crew will be servin' sandwiches named after me

Vietnamese style fool, please

Front row at the mass games

Untraceable by name

You speak of us in certain circles you will be dethroned or detained

Gone

I'm in your area

I know the first three numbers

I'm in